Maybe i should go to bed soon.

i know this sounds spoiled and materialistic, but i miss the time when my family actually asked me what i wanted for christmas and maybe spent a bit on my gifts. 
on the other hand i’m not complaining , got lots of cute stuff from my boyfriend and his family, they’re so lovely.  
hope you all had a nice christmas everyone<3 xo 

hate my body hate my body hate my body 
and i hate that im whining about it 

everything i want to say just comes out wrong, i feel stupid and confused and i just wanna lie down and cry 

i feel so strange
i’m suddenly starting to see beauty and enjoyment in everything
it’s like i’m stoned all the time 

really really need to get my hands inked soon