hate my body hate my body hate my body 
and i hate that im whining about it 

everything i want to say just comes out wrong, i feel stupid and confused and i just wanna lie down and cry 

i feel so strange
i’m suddenly starting to see beauty and enjoyment in everything
it’s like i’m stoned all the time 

really really need to get my hands inked soon  

have been feeling so SHIT lately. like i just want to take a break from life and live in my bed

only 3 days til i’m 18, been waiting foreveeer.

guess i’m staying up all night