Forever feeling lonely

I just noticed my hipbones are awfulle visible. It feels like they’re growing out of my skin
What

Maybe i should go to bed soon.

i can really picture me and my boyfriend living together in the future. 

i know this sounds spoiled and materialistic, but i miss the time when my family actually asked me what i wanted for christmas and maybe spent a bit on my gifts. 
on the other hand i’m not complaining , got lots of cute stuff from my boyfriend and his family, they’re so lovely.  
hope you all had a nice christmas everyone<3 xo